Yess... i am the one who wants revolution. Who is running after change..
but wait... i can't change.. not anything..
Right now i am in the process of figuring out, how.. how will it happen..?
I call myself secular and i believe, i am.. i get connected to individuals who talk and think like me and i want to kick away who don't. I never ask for anyone's surname when i first meet them.. because i don't believe in casteism and all this dung called cast and creeds.. but what's next..? What will i or anyone get by this ?
I think i just blow my own trumpet but of no use. Because other than boasting, i can only keep myself satisfied that yes you will be the change one day.. and only i don't know what that day will be..? Acctuly i am honking because i also have heard somewhere "if you want the change.. start it with you." I am into the process but with no assurance.
I make friends who reach to my expectations but i can't make my family to meet the same.. there is no choice of it.. you can't change them..
We're poles apart. They believe in all the baba's giving gyan, sitting there in the television boxes and i.... i believe in sanju baba. He is not a terrorist. Kidding.. sorry.. They belive to get up at 4 in the month of kartik to take bathe under the stars with so damm cold water, to fulfil their "Manokamnaas".. and i believe to take a proper sleep and get up fresh so that i can work hard the whole day to fulfil my manokamnaas.
You know what the best part is..? They have now given up on me.. and I've got the tag of an atheist by my own loved ones. Its because i don't go to temple daily.. i don't listen to recitation of bhagawat geeta.. and blah blah blah..
No problem, acctuly these are small things.. we manage somehow or tolerate indeed.. anyway.. i don't mind to be called an atheist but main problem occur when the conflict of our perceptions begin. Perception of denomination. To be honest, i fight, i contradict, as much as i can but in the end they are the parents and they are always right. This is what I've been told since i grew up. "Parents never give wrong advice to their children." Which simply says they are always right. And the most basic rule is, you can't cross swords.
So going back to my words why i say that i can't change anything.. is because.. I can't even change my parent's perception, who are closest to me and here i am talking about revolution. Funny, isn't it. ?
So, i am at the stage in my thought process, which says if you want to be the change, you have to start it from your own or your home, and to start it from home, you have to put your parents down from the position of god. Otherwise you'll never get the right to change what isn't right.
I can understand if some of you disagree with my thought process. But Be practical. I know.. not everyone is same. Some of them have changed their perception and started believing that the concept of cast and creeds can take us no where. But some of them have grown up with the rote learning that Brahmin are at the highest position and kshudra are at the lowest.
They also have same mentalities that all the hindus, not following their so called casteism are the real enemies of hindus and all the Muslims, they basically belongs to Pakistan and slowly they'll take over our country. So knock them down and keep the distance.
I disagree, but i can't make a change. You really need to push yourself hard to be the change. You know what, i truly believe, when you'll get the ability to change the perception of parents (your god), you can be the change. Because upbringing matters alot. It can affect the pure fragrance of our present to future. We need to be trained and to train since childhood.
More power to the fact that We all are human beings and we can be wrong. We strongly and heartily need to believe in humanity not in divinity.
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